Tuesday, February 12, 2008
caring is good. but not now it isn.
i have set rules for myself.
RULES.
1. stop talking to
you as much.
2. delete all ure msges.
3. let nature take its place.
these 3 rules, i wonder if i can.
it's gonna be FRICKKIN DIFFICULT but..
i shall find out and try.
slowly but steadily i shall.
Nessa is right.
Nessa's always right (:
love you plenty girl.
Monday, February 04, 2008
i want to run from this now but i cannot when im in it.
why did i run from it to begin with.
you caught up with me and now im caught in this that i cant let go even when i stuggle.
jus
kill me
slowly.i shouldn have ran.
look what i've done.
i feel so
lonely now.
i feel in-existent.
these wounds,
when will they heal.
i dno.
